Thought Creates Reality…

positvesex107Everything humanity has ever created began with a thought. The place where you live, the clothes that you wear, and the Facebook which these words are allowed to be written on these called notes. Were once only a thought in someone’s mind. Your decision to read this, too began with a thought. Happiness shapes thought…chakra-chart

So thats what I like to think about, such as everything we think is colored by our happiness, or lack there of. Although individual definitions of Happiness vary greatly, we all want to be happy. Early in life, we look for happiness among family, friends, even in Marterials.

Later in life we look for happiness in religion, money, sex, alcohol; Some even through education, while other’s marriage… We all know where we have looked. But truely did we know what we where searching for? Openness Manifests Happiness…

To Be Continued ….


In Thinking…

heart1I seem to be wanting to do things or better yet say things simple today. I dont want to go into such harsh details of why i think my life sucks for the moment. In other words I dont want to simply bitch just to bitch.

I see now that I do have many friends on here and in so ummm i think it’s; time to cam03531see who relates to my sort of  thought process. To a great extent, the people whom I have chossen to associate influence the direction of my life. Which I must thank for all the enlightenment, due to thier thoughts and beliefs. I have become stronger within myself. I think and behave within my boundaries of beliefs. Which to many might think Omg someone save that poor lad! But I have figured out or better see that the key is to fulfilling my potenial without anykind of limitations.fyi103
I know understand me, my desires are the same for me as my will power to move forward. From my sexuality to spirituality. I know now that If i master my beliefs I master my mind.sex106

I have learn so much about myself , espically my weakness. Which is just going off the freaking mouth and ripping whom ever walks into my path. Yet I have learn much from my friends on here, Lecia Smiley Wint, Goddess Trudyann Ewan, JoJo Meadows, Haze Dead Vegas. These are just some of the people who have been through my madness and seen the crazd ass brit going off on the world. Actually Jeannie Engel Paparone is someone new who;her103 i have brought to my world she is making me healther in body. Which makes me more fit in the mind and spirit which makes me stronger in the soul as well. I have lost two really good people on here friends such as Misty Gaddy and Rochell Robbsion, two awesome ladies, and well nothing i can bloody do about it now. I See now the two sides of the coin ,which can be distinct yet inseparable, my live has a physical, tangible dimension and spiritual, which is a intangible one.
For me it is, many might say we differentiate between body and and mind. But logically look deep into it all it’s fundamental level, the Mind, Body, Soul, Heart and Spirit are inseparable. For those who might be shocked to see me writing this, let me simple it for you, if your in need of more than fucking someone, start holding his or hands it’s a bloody start. If your in aqueen101 emotional stats with him or her, make it a physical one, making love to just fucking, you choose. It’s not fair for one to get one while the other isnt geting anything out of it. Women you are really good at doing this to men. lol I know, enough is enough. There need to be a balance. Danielle too sassy figure it out, I don’t want to go over this anymore i love you. I need balance! I always believed one should develop a broad compassion that reaches beyond your surroundings and extends to those you care about. My mother taught me to believe in noble men and women and learn from them. I also believe in wisdom of other’s but when can learn from within i believe one is enlightened. To open ones mind is to simply think of possibilities. So this is where i stand and believe in… This is where I go and move forward. Much love to everyone.


The Other side of the Story he said and she said ……



Just as the two sides of the coin as distinct yet inseparable, our lives have a physical, tangible dimension and a spritual, intangible one. We may differanitate between body and mind, but at their most fundamental level, they are inseparable. Sometimes I wonder did I do the right things to get where I’m at? Should I or could I have done it another way? The answer is simply of course I could of. Would I have been HAPPY? I dont know, have no concept of what could of been. I thought being on the course of let go of whatever holds you back.
himandher101But what if it’s your children, or husband, or wife; Then what? I was once told A person writing at night may put out the lamp, but the words he or she has written will remain on the paper. It is the same with the destiny we create for ourselves in the this world. Now I understand the saying the closer you stand to the light house the darker it gets. One thing i understand now is that there has never been, nor will there ever be, a life free from problems. It is not the presence of problems but how we tackle the quality of our lives. Hmmmm i guess it’s true to those who maintain a clear sense of purpose in life are strengthen by hardship. Until next time ladies and gents… be well… keep focus…cam03529